Sad day for this allakhazamer. Finally, my smartass comments have caught up to me and have snatched my red name to this ugly yellow. I know there are a couple people red arrowing all my posts, regardless of subject or content.
I am suppose to say I don't care and that karma is lol. But, I'm just not that big of a person. I am hurting now. I am contemplating my own idenity now that I am no longer a Sage, but a lowly Scholar.
Sometimes, I wake up at night in a sweat that I am not even a Scholar, but have a grey name unable to even rate myself. I think if that ever happens, I will lose it. Who knows what I would do.
Please, if anyone has any comforting words for this low, low time in my life, please share them now.
Thank you.
Edited, Aug 5th 2008 11:38pm by Pikko
Edited, Dec 31st 2008 1:33pm by Thayos
Edited, Dec 31st 2008 6:01pm by Thayos